Tuesday, February 10, 2009

agony...


you never reply my messages anymore.

i can't understand why you tend to be like this.

i can't even decipher why you are blocking my short messages for you.

not only that, you deleted my scraps for you in Orkut.

am i that bad to be treated this way?

what did i do to you?

i am willing to know whatever reason. it's enough to give me peace.

and i promise after that, Maya will no longer exist in your life.

you know that this is one of my weaknesses...

you succeeded, you have hurt me...

Monday, February 9, 2009

uPset?!...

i am in search of peace...
i feel very sad at this moment...
i am very puzzled why one of my dear friends is no longer talking to me.
i asked him if he is mad at me or did i do something wrong but he never reply. :(
am i that bad to be treated this way?
sometimes, life is really unfair!..

"Silverhawk"

you may be with someone else

and I am with another,

but the love and the memories

we once shared

will remain aflame

forever...

for our soul is one

for time infinite

and our hearts pierced

by a single arrow.

and you may not know it,

even now,

I'm always with you

in mind and spirit

-my love eternal!

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Lintik kasing pag-ibig yan, NAUSO PA!!!

Hindi ko alam kung bakit ako ganito.
Hindi ko alam kung ano ang ginawa mo.
Hindi ko alam kung bakit ikaw pa ang pinili ko.
Pero ito lang ang alam kong totoo
Ikaw lng ang minahal ko ng ganito...

Alam mo, minsan di ko alam kung bakit di ka nagtetext.
Nagtitipid ka ba?
Walang time?
O nagpapamiss?
Kasi alam mo, kung nag-papamiss ka lang, effective!!!

Masasaktan ka ba kung iiwas ako sayo?
Kung kakalimutan kita?
Kung magmamahal ako
ng iba? Siguro hindi.
Pero bago ko gawin yun, gusto kong malaman mo na ako ang masasaktan sa gagawin ko.

***

Nangyari na ba minsan yung iyak ka ng iyak dahil sa isang taong mahal mo,
dahil sinaktan ka niya?
Ang sakit sakit, talagang sobrang sakit
tapos maiinis ka na lang dahil tatawag siya at
Hello pa lang niya, napatawad mo na.!

***

Natagpuan mo na ba yung tsinelas ng buhay mo?
Yung the right one for you? Alam mo sayang.
Yung sa akin kasi nawala pa.
Saan ka ba kasi pumunta?..

Di ba masakit kapag inagawan ka?
Di ba masakit kapag niloko ka?
Di ba masakit kapag pinaasa ka?
Pero mas masakit kung umiiwas s’ya kahit na ramdam na ramdam mong mahal na mahal ninyo ang isa’t isa.

Minsan ang love ay para isang ibon.
Kailangang pakawalan, kailangan palayain.
Babalik yun kung sayo pero kung hindi, hayaan mo na.
Baka mas masaya sya sa piling ng iba.

***
Hindi na kita nahintay kasi napagod na ako.
Ayoko nang masaktan kaya hindi na ako umasa.
I’ll try to move on pero babagalan ko.
BAKA SAKALING MAHABOL MO PA KO.

Sabi nila gaga ako kasi daw ikaw ang mahal ko!
Nasasaktan na raw, sige pa rin ako...
Madami pa daw iba, lumingon lang ako. Tama sila.
Madami pa nga diyan. Kaso may problema.
MAHAL KO BA SILA???

Paano kung isang araw iwan na talaga kita?
Hahabulin mo ba ako?
Uubusin mo ba ang oras mo makita mo lang ako?
Iiyakan mo ba ako kasi mahal mo ako?
Hindi siguro kasi kung iisipin ko, pang ilang balik ko na ba ‘to?

***

Mahirap magkunwari na masaya ka.
Mahirap tumawa kahit nasasaktan ka na.
Pero ang pinakamahirap sa lahat ay ang
magmahal ng iba para lang makalimutan s’ya.

Bakit ang tao ’pag mahal mo, iiwan ka?
Kapag iniwan mo, mamahalin ka?
Kapag mahal mo, siya lang talaga.
Pero s’ya naman, may mahal pang iba! Ang sakit, no?

Lintik kasing pag-ibig yan!! NAUSO PA!

Thursday, June 12, 2008

My Hearts' Cry

I feel alone and empty
Circumstances make me weary
The bright life becomes gloomy
I begin to journey in pain and agony.

As the wind blow
s melancholy
The coldness embraces me softly
Incompleteness conquers me gently
As if the world stops slowly.

Anxiety intense the feeling
Regrets soon starts echoing
"What ifs" I am now uttering
My past I am now reminiscing.

Everybody thinks I'm satisfied and happy
For I always smile and looks so jolly
Nobody feels that deep inside I'm lonely
Worries and discontent are craving within me...

Monday, June 2, 2008

The String

love begins, the string unravels

lovers embark, and on they travel

to the road of life with its twists and bends

the string uncut, the lovers on both ends.

love seemed endless and all its magic

transcends reality, reason and logic

keepsakes and thoughts, there is mutual caring

keeping string intact, the lovers are sharing.

fragile it is, the string is entangled

feeble string cut, and love is strangled

the caring had stopped, with words left unspoken

the promises made, the promises broken.

the string is cut, more, severed in small pieces

until there's no more rhyme

but love was stronger and faith had power

the wounds are healed through the passage of time

trust was the key, and faith did a lot

patience came and the string freed from knot

the cut string gathered and once again spun

then love like the string, soon became one!